Thank you Mishel, for your compassion and loving understanding. The Spirit is mighty at work in your gentleness. I feel deceived because I cannot talk to a guru they are not too concerned with other religions except to encourage one to stay in the belief of ones up bringing. Not appreciating a Christians concerns. Saying that, the opposite is true of Christians who want to preach at you. It is as if for the most part nobody really engages the confusion a Christian faces. I was not expecting to have a serpent fire experience. I was just enjoying the gymnastic and breathing that was so relaxing. CHRIST IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE. Yes I believe this implicitly.
The charismatic movement from the early part of the last century America, was clearly not effectual nor miraculous. They claimed miracles but healed non. They never entered hospitals and healed the sick. It was all staged managed. Speaking in strange tongues but never other languages.
This new movement is different both internally real and potent. But Is it of God? I am am not convinced on the matter. So I am pincered by both church and guru and am deeply uncertain. God sealed me in the spirit SFRIGIZO greek and the seal is his mark of possession. I have got to believe that as I trundel forward in this predicament. Their seems to be no real way to undo the inner manifestation within me. Those so carefully laid out above are all very true to this unfolding
It is most precious to share a spiritual problem with you. My hope is that other believers will take the matter more seriously than I did.
Good on you girl and thanx.